[Keep it simplE]

2011-09-22T21:03:00.001-07:00

Lenka - The Show

2010-11-16T02:37:00.000-08:00

2010-10-16T13:51:00.001-07:00

2010-09-14T01:15:00.001-07:00

hey people!!

Im going back to brunei in 5 days! I miss you..you and YOU!!! and of course you, you, you and YOU!!! HAHAHHA

Anyway, i have just finished my computing individual assignment which only took 6%!!
@___@
And i spent my last weekends sleeping at 5 am just to do it. *sigh*

www.comp.nus.edu.sg/~U0908336

Its a simple website and why did i used so much of my time to it? Because of the f*cking design. It took me two days to finalise what i want. I keep changing it here and there. tsk tsk

2010-08-20T10:48:00.000-07:00

******pardon the photos quality. Its taken using my lousy phone camera.*******

Event:Krazy Box SESSION
Date: second week of semester!!(the last week of honeymoon before the tutorials)
The Krazy Bitches: Me, CW(roommate), CP and CY!(two new housemate)

Well,to have fun with our adorable two new housemates thats living next room. Anyway, here's the new faces

Both malaysian (omg, im living with 3 malaysians whos erhem..23 yrs old!!ah po) and guess whos CP?! whos CY?!!HEHEHHEHE! some of you might know already! The short hair one is CP and the long hair one is CY! CP is from Biotech engin and CY is from Pharmacy. Oh CY stands for chia yee and has the same name as the chia yee that we know and studying med!

O M G! ISNT THAT A COINCIDENCE!

Our only group photo in my phone. We used CY's phone to take the other group photos. I will jsut wait for her to upload. I have to be considerate since shes very busy with studies!

Ah! How could I forget to remind everyone of my adorable little roommate whos shorter than me and lighter than me and cuter than me and... oh well, you get the picture~ BUT shes older than me! and shes attached! She's one of the kindest sweetheart I ever seen by the way! Im so lucky to sleep with her everynight!

RECAP:THE THREE 23 YR OLD AH PO whos currently living with me for the year! They will be grad together T___T. CP likes to pose btw, anyone who thinks im vain, shes VAINER, anyone who thinks im dramatic, shes MORE DRAMATIC, anyone who thinks im noisy, shes LIKE A PARROT!CY is the gentle one and loves to rain praises on everyone except CP! HAHAHA

Phew, describing these ah po is very tiring. Good night people and sweet dreams!

2010-07-05T21:23:00.000-07:00

IM IN LOVE! HAHAHHAA. She's Amber from F(X) ~~~

2010-07-03T07:29:00.000-07:00

im back from my (supposedly 5D4N) 6D5N camp with a very tanned skin color and exhausted brain with a big smile on my face and tons of great memories to fill my brains. =D

And another thing to look forward to is to see your faces in Brunei where we can catch up and meet as well as go CRAZEHHHH~~~

2010-06-23T21:32:00.000-07:00

Adorable little angels arent they?

Boku no Hatsukoi wo Kimi ni Sasagu (I Give My First Love to You )

Takuma, a boy who is told he will die before he’s 20, and Mayu, a girl who is in love with him…

The story begins when they are little kids. Mayu, whose father is a doctor, meets Takuma, who is hospitalized in her father’s workplace. They develop feelings for each other, but Mayu learns of Takuma’s grave illness and that he will die before he turns 20. The distraught children make one promise for an uncertain future.

Time passes, and the girl becomes a young woman, and the boy, a young man. Mayu continues to support and love Takuma. On the other hand, Takuma, who knows his days are numbered, pushes away his feelings for Mayu and distances himself from her. He cannot stand to see her cry or hurt her more than he already has. Then Mayu meets another man who has feelings for her, and Takuma meets a woman who has the same illness, and their feelings for each other begin to waver.

Misunderstandings, unsaid thoughts, the frustrations and chagrin of youth… What will become of their love while the clock keeps ticking away in Takuma’s life?

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The kid picture is adapted from the movie and its my favourite scene!!! I would rate the movie for 4/5 because its a nice story and I cried.. T.T. Anyway, if you have time, watch it. ^^

2010-06-12T08:20:00.000-07:00

After 5 weeks of suicidal torture between life and death...I can finally....

yes. I can write in japanese. But its very simple form since im only taking level one. I feel so motivated now.. YES IM FIRED UP! Please don't take it lightly, each message may be short but it took me at least 15 minutes to write it because I have to check my vocabs, grammars, sentence structure..... Oh well. the time paid off. It feels so good when I can see that from a phase when I cant even read to the phase that I can write in such a short time. IT FEELS DAMN GOOD. yes, this post is totally me showing off... \(ToT) HAHAHHAHA!!

Caroline is my japanese classmate who I clicked well with. ^^ She was introduced by two of my friends (the world is small eh~) and I took the initiative to approach her one day before class. We sat together in class and it goes well for both of us. We went to watch nightmare on elm street together and have a shop for a while. She's one year older than me but a year 2 going to year 3 senior majoring in Food Science! She is also the one that introduced Andrew to me. ^^ And she's doing better than I am in class so shes taking care of me as well. =3

2010-06-12T03:34:00.000-07:00

" What can I do? 我爱你可不可以你也很巧的爱上我? "(extracted from a song)

にほんのクラスがおもしろいです、そしてたのしです！

Yes! I am now in my fifth week of my japanese class term! One more week to go. In other words, 6 days to my oral test and 7 to my final exam~~ OMG!!!! And I still cant write in sentence without referring to books!! I NEED HELP~~ So i sent a message to a classmate of mine to study together after our oral test! Our oral would be conducted not one on one with our teacher!! We are paired up with other students to converse during the test. OMG! I have no idea which is worse!! I still cant converse well. heck, IM STILL NOT READY FOR ANY TEST!

But then one more month to go back to Brunei. Me and Shim has decided to 'yun cha' in country patch!! CP! MY CAPUCCINO!! I LOVE CAPUCCINO. Not only of its taste but because of what it reminds me.. ~~How cheap its breakfast is~~ My time in Brunei with everyone and how we sometimes sit for 3 hours!! Its been one year eh? Oh yeah, how could I forgot to mention that SHIM gave me a cup of capuccino for my 19th birthday? HAHAHAHAHAHHA. Why am I mentioning Shim? Because I just ate dinner with him yesterday. I was joking to my mom how I would be able to meet my friends (siang would be coming next week! I CANT WAIT) two times in one semester while my mom cant even come and see how I die in Singapore? *sigh*

I AM DAMN JEALOUS OF SHIM NOW BECAUSE WHILE HES FLYING BACK TO BRUNEI HAPPILY TO EVERYONE, IM STUCK HERE FOR TWO MORE WEEKS!

2010-06-01T07:55:00.000-07:00

An old song to cheer you up.
=3

2010-05-20T03:41:00.000-07:00

MY BLUE HIGHLIGHTS ARE FADING!~!!! T____T

BEFORE

AFTER

Its turning from blue to brown...to WHITE!!! OMG

2010-05-15T21:41:00.000-07:00

Pardon my inactivity in blog and facebook! I have been busy immersing myself in japanese... what I mean by that is when Im not online, im at school torturing my brain with my japanese class. When im home, im killing my brain revising and memorising japanese stuffs. For entertainment, I watch japanese animes.. I am basically drowning myself in japanese stuffs. =P What do i get from it, worse eyesight, exhausted brain and less sleep. Ok, i sound like a hermit in a shell HAHHA~ I do go out with friends along the way.. hehehe!!

I LOVE WEEKENDS!!!!!!!

Weekends is the days that you do not have to set up an alarm clock to wake u up in the morning.
Weekends is the days when you can just spend you days freely and slack whenever you want.
Weekends is the days when my brain can recharge for another hectic week ahead.

Weekends.... Saves my life from insanity... *sob and faint*

2010-05-10T02:08:00.000-07:00

Today is my first day of semester break.

Had a straight four hours class of japanese and i keep thinking

WHAT HAVE I SIGNED UP FOR?

Never knew it would be so demanding! Now i have homeworkS and i hvve to memorised all the hiragana characters! Then we have started learning some 40+ vocabularies! Then we have started sentence structuring. Tomorrow one more tutorial to sum up everything then we go to katakana characters. WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!What's worst? no cute guy in class.... *sigh*

=( I have not enough break and my brain is dying already!

2010-05-06T09:26:00.000-07:00

My first day after the exam was spent with crazy and insanity.
First, I....

HIGHLIGHTED MY HAIR BLUE.

Second, I...

Went Karaoke with this three crazy monkeys and went high and crazy and sang until i sound sexy like nickleback or A-du!!! HAHAHHAHAHA

Wow I went fat. As expected since i have been living with a hermit life since reading week with countless supper nights, long john lunch and McDonald's snacks!

2010-05-04T08:33:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow after 7pm I would be free~

I don't thin I did well for this finals but hell.. I shouldn't get all worried and sad over it. What's done is done!

Gonna PLAY HARD! then focus on my jap lessons!!

=D

2010-05-03T07:22:00.000-07:00

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you're staring at that phone in your lap
And you hoping but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel
And they sayin' what would you wish for
If you had one chance
So airplane airplane sorry I'm late
I'm on my way so don't close that gate
If I don't make that then I'll switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it by the end of the night

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job, before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin' to get into the subway
And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it
But now a days we rappin' to stay relevant
I'm guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes
Then maybe yo maybe I'll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tape
And back before I tried to cover up my slang
But this is for the Cada, what's up Bobby Ray
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this sh-t
So here I stand and then again I say
I'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta airplanes

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

2010-05-01T20:36:00.000-07:00

thinking of having this hairstyle...

with this blue highlight...

and this brown base.

Of course, its just a thought.

2010-05-01T06:50:00.001-07:00

2010-04-29T06:52:00.000-07:00

Note: I am not the one edited the photos and these are real stuffs in NUS

HAHAHA!!! Do they expect us to get a ladder to climb around?

I guess NUS is self conscious about how they freaking torture us huh?

2010-04-28T06:11:00.000-07:00

Photos from my xiao long bao dinner which I attended few weeks go.. wow.it wasnt that long ago neh!!

2010-04-28T05:32:00.000-07:00

The exam today was... Terrible......

The paper was so easy that the first time you see people walking to toilet and coming back suring the two hour exam. But, I cant answer it. Hahaha~ Well, at least I didnt leave anything blanks. Did all I could. Was supposed to be grieving over it BUT

When i was coming back, the two westerners downstairs were outside drinking (by the looks of it) it was a going-to-rain weather so its very cooling. Their drinks were blocking my way so they have to let me pass. While I was up the stairs one of the guy (a cute one) asked about the blanket that I was holding which i collected from the laundries. He has a charming smile.. VERY CHARMING! he was saying about how unbelievable it was that I would use that blanket in Singapore. (its the blanket that jason gave me btw) He seems to be having a huge grudge about the hot weather. no wonder he and his friend were sitting outside drinking alcohol to enjoy the rainy weather. HAHAHA

2010-04-26T06:05:00.000-07:00

Remember the VALS system quiz that I introduced you guys last post? The one that my lecturer introduced as a 'entertaining quiz'?!

HE ACTUALLY PUT IT AS ONE OF THE EXAM SHORT QUESTION. WITH A FUCKING 15 MARKS!!!! THANK GOD I DID IT!!!!

the quiz will tell you what kind of buyer lifestyle you have. and in the question he wants us tos ay which one are we and say how it defines us. The textbook do have the personality profile of each kind though so even if i didnt did it, i can still refer to the txtbook. But i would need to spare some time to read it first so since i did it, =D i saved that time. And thank god cos i managed to finish the last question with a minute left. PHEW~

3 more to go!

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Something from my korean fanatic housemate who introed me this song and get me into it as well!!

2010-04-23T05:41:00.000-07:00

This is always the time when I hope that I would just
marry some rich-ass guy
leave school
live a rich life.

Then I wouldn't be half-dead like this.

But then
What's a life without some threatening and suffocating situations?
It is that what makes me love my life more.

=)

Good Luck everyone who has exams and test coming!

2010-04-21T23:28:00.000-07:00

The Only Exception Lyrics

verse 1:

when i was younger i saw
my daddy cry
and curse at the wind
he broke his own heart
and I watched
as he tried to reassemble it
and my momma swore
that she would
never let herself forget
and that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
if it does not exist

CHORUS:

But Darlin...
you are the only exception
you are the only exception
you are the only exception
you are the only exception

verse 2:

maybe i know somewhere
deep in my soul
that love never lasts
and we've got to find other ways
to make it alone
keep a straight face
and i've always lived like this, keeping a comfortable distance
and up until now i had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness
because none of it was ever worth the risk

CHORUS:

well you are the only exception
you are the only exception
you are the only exception
you are the only exception

Bridge:

i've got a tight grip on reality
but i can't let go of what's in front of me here
i know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

oh oh oh

CHORUS:

you are the only exception
you are the only exception
you are the only exception
you are the only exception

repeat chorus 1x

and I'm on my way to believing
oh and I'm on my way to believing

2010-04-21T04:39:00.000-07:00

Your primary VALS™ type is Striver, and your secondary type is Experiencer.

The primary VALS type represents your dominant approach to life. The secondary classification represents a particular emphasis you give to your dominant approach.

Striver

Strivers are trendy and fun loving. Because they are motivated by achievement, Strivers are concerned about the opinions and approval of others. Money defines success for Strivers, who don't have enough of it to meet their desires. They favor stylish products that emulate the purchases of people with greater material wealth. Many Strivers see themselves as having a job rather than a career, and a lack of skills and focus often prevents them from moving ahead.

Experiencer

Experiencers are motivated by self-expression. Young, enthusiastic, and impulsive consumers, Experiencers quickly become enthusiastic about new possibilities but are equally quick to cool. They seek variety and excitement, savoring the new, the offbeat, and the risky. Their energy finds an outlet in exercise, sports, outdoor recreation, and social activities.

LOL! this is a test that is highly encourages by my marketing lecturer to take =)

http://www.strategicbusinessinsights.com/vals/presurvey.shtml#start

2010-04-20T22:06:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I studied like hell!!! Because i can see my own grave whenever i check the calendar! hate marketing because i have to remember all the theories and study the whole damn book. But it is so interesting!!Feel like being a marketer but.*shake* im not Socialable so thats just a talk!! SO yesterday i tackled it and finally left with three lectyre notes which is around 6 chapters. Then i feel that my brain is RESISTING and my hand aches as well cos i cope down all the important points!! Pfft~ SO i changed to accounting which is more calculative and err..watched some animes!! One of the most productive days and i decided to get some early sleep which kinda turns out into finishing one anime series until 4am~ HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHA BUT IT FELT GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!! Regret on the time lost on it but I FELT FREAKING GOOD~ OH YEA! time to tackle that 3 lecture notes and everything else~ ^^I am so gonna be crazy for animes and mangas after my exams till i drop!

2010-04-19T21:19:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO TRAVEL SO FREAKING BAD!

2010-04-18T00:42:00.000-07:00

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go
‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away
And today I’m officially missin’ you

I though that from this heartache, I could escape
But I’ve had it long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today I’m officially missing you

Chorus:
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially

All I do is lay around, two years full of tears
From looking at your face all over
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all,
I don’t know you at all

Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say, baby
Safe to say that I’m officially missin’ you

Chorus:
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially

Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see there’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way to let go of you

Chorus:
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially

It’s official
Hoo, you know that I’m missin’ you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I’m officially missin’ you

2010-04-17T06:50:00.000-07:00

I initially thought this song is a duet between a guy and a girl. Then i realised the girl's voice belongs to justin bieber. *faint* IM SO IN LOVE WITH HIM!!! <3

Anyway, below are the nair bands that my housemate made for her korean skit. She doesnt want it anymore so me and my roommate got it! (im not the only crazy one)

Basically, i prefer to wolf ones~ all handmade o!!! Yes dears, im wearing it when im studying so I feel so cute that i wont feel stressed out!! haha.. its pathetic i tell you that i have to depend on these to feel happy. P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C but so what? I LOVE IT!

Singing
"ooh myy gosh I’m soo in love
I found you finallyy, it make me want to say
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
Ohh myy gosh"
-from OMG by usher

2010-04-15T23:02:00.000-07:00

Been immersing myself in manga reading for the past week. I have completes some but Im in love with this!!!

=3 Its not completed yet but i am saving up my money now to get the manga (hopefully its not too ex or just rent it from a manga house to finish it) and oh yea, im getting a bunny doll! Eventhoigh i have a pig, a dog, an elephant in my bed, i want a rabbit. I saw one before which i fell in love with so Im getting that after my exams as well. =3 Its something that looks like usa-chan that honey senpai was holding in ouran high school host club!

2010-04-15T07:08:00.001-07:00

2010-04-13T22:55:00.000-07:00

I hate wednesdays...

I have early morning class on wednesday which starts at 8.30. Supposed to be 8am but because our lecturer cant wake up as well, he changed it to 8.30am. He says its pointless to start at 8am because not only half of the class would be late, he needs more rest as well. (hes some 50+ age) HAHAHHA! Yea, I like this lecturer, he cracks me up! But, I lose track of how many lectures I attended liaw. I ahve been skipping a lot of his classes because I just couldn't get up. And when I did its some 8.30 or 9am. So when i reach school, it will just be VERY late. today is one of those great morning that I could get myself up and rush to the busstop. Late by 15 minutes buts its forgivable! Anyway, I went to our Science Biodiversity museum today. Its not a very huge thing in Singapore but since its in NUS and just a few blocks away, me and my friends justw ent to check it out. Its free for us anyway.

It was interesting. Wasn't very grand because it was very small but I can say that its interesting. We get to see alot of specimens(Well, duh! it is a biology museum). There's lots of birds and spiders (yes! lets get lisa there) and fish! Specimens of rhino, tiger, leopards and my favorite-DODO!!

Its not real specimen since it was extinct 400 years ago. But its still adorable. And there were butterflies and mammals around.

Anyway, about my statistics this morning, it was terrible. In all my life, I never felt so dumb. I just felt so dumb because I didnt know what the teacher is talking about when he went through the mid terms exams. Stats IS my a stranger to me and I need to understand it.I don;t know which is worst, human mind or statistics! At least for human, we can communicate and talk, but for statistics, its one sided commitment!I guess having a boyfriend should be easier than this. So after this post (while printing all the tutorials questions and answers) Im motivated to study all day for this! I have to know what's going on at least to remember its face. Going to a friend's place tomorrow to study with her so we can keep up together. Its only a few MRT station away~ ^^ STATISTICS HERE I COME!!Don't fall for me yo~ ^^V

2010-04-13T01:22:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was an unproductive day.

I think the stress is getting into me. I cant sleep until 4+ the night before and expecting to be up at the earliest twelve pm, i woke up at 9.30am. Shock! I tried going back to sleep but I just cant. So freaking tired but my brain just wont sleep. SO i did some tutorials then read a few pages of notes. Slack again by reading manga, and finished my junjou romantica series. Then I started off again with another manga until afternoon. Then a few more pages and an hour plus on my tutorial questions. Then i decided its time to take an afternoon nap. I just feel damn tired so i lied down on my bed happily hoping to get some rest. BUT I JUST CANT FREAKING GET TO SLEEP. so after an hour of that, I decided to continue my manga. The whole thing repeated itself until evening when I ate my dinner with my housemate. When I got back,I finihed off the last few chapters for my manga and went to bed. Great, A day wasted. Pffft!

=_____________=

Now I have been studying for the past 2 hours for only one tutorial revision. Shit! I need to speed up. And I like the radio station here that Im listening to. They have nice songs but I cant keep track of which is which~ =D To make up for my unproductive day yesterday I should at least finished half of my revision for my decision science management which I am doing now. Wish Me Luck~

Just now my roommate was having a good nap. You know how she woke up? SHe woke up like a kid saying she had a nightmare. SO CUTE!!! Then i asked her , what nightmare? She said she dreamed that her friends from malaysia suddenly came over to singapore and told her they want to stay in the room. She was so scared because she's having exaas and need to study and I, her roommate would be disturbed and maybe mind it since Im having exams as well. LOL!!!!! I cant believe she woke up palish and scared from this nightmare. I was expecting much more than that. HAHHA

2010-04-11T20:07:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i encounter a scary incident.

Sometimes I prefer to study at the nearest fast food restaurant. Not only would i able to eat their delicious fried food, I can also have a change of environment. Yesterday was no different except one thing, i have my housemate with me. So we get a table of four so each of us can sit on each side. And we talked and laughed and in the end i dindt do much stuff but had a great time. My housemate is attending a korean class and has a skit performance today. Their topic was about some story about big bad wolf and some goats. So while I was studying and torturing myself with unfamiliar equations and theories of decision management science, she was happily cutting and designing the ears of the big wolf and goat. Turns out I joined in as well by commenting and excited on how cute it was when she was wearing it. All these went on for 1-2 hours and what made us stop is this ...

A guy was sitting at the table next to us and I sat nearer to him because I took the 'outside' side. I didnt took notice of him (well, why should I?) then when he finished his food, he asked me something. Because it was so noisy, I cant hear so I said excuse me? Thinking maybe he needs something who knows he was asking "May i have your number?" FREAK! And I was like erm sorry! NO. then i continue my work. My housemate was so shocked as well and the atmosphere has changed a lot. Then he change his question to can i give you my number? And i was like, erm. no thank you. And he keep insisting on giving and saying that he doesnt mind giving, HELLO? I MIND! and hes some late thirties guy! FREAKKKKKKKKKK... so me and my housemate clear up and came back since he keeps disturbing us. =X

Btw, this is my housemate that I was with .. I took the opportunity to take this photo of her to let her see the how cute she was in the goat's ears. Pretty eh? HAHAHHA

Anyway, A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING MAYYAN! Turning 20 before me!!! HAHAHAHHA

Hopefully we get to meet soon!

2010-04-10T08:00:00.001-07:00

Spiderman in NUS last year~

2010-04-09T09:28:00.000-07:00

Why i have been so active in blogging? I think its because I deactivated my facebook. =D

I never told you guys about a housemate I have. A vietnamese housemate. Im gonna complain because today Im very pissed off and for a second there, I wanted to kick someone's butt out of the house.

Let me goive a u brief overview on what position I am in.

Im living in my hostel which is something like a mini - apartment with two bedrooms, one living room, one kitchen and one bathroom. I have two housemates who lives in the room beside mine and a roommate. Four of us are from no where common -Brunei(me), Indonesia, vietnamese and Malaysia. I can say that without them, I would be living a lonely life in Singapore eventhough I have friends in university but those are just university friends. Its like the difference between your school mates and your siblings. We are not as close as siblings yet, but when you're at home, you kn ow there is someone just beside you. SO what am i complaining?

Subject: My vietnamese roommate
Target: HER 'FAKE' BOYFRIEND

Yes, you didnt read wrongly. My vietnamese roommate is 'one foot in two boats' and im sure BOTH of the guys know about this, Its been going on since last semester and why i only decided to moan now? Well, keep reading.

What I am used to is their very arranged schedule. Its always ONE of them in the house. Its like they did a timetable for themselves on who's getting the girl for the day. I am in no position to judge someone's love life since it is their privacy and i understand that they are in LOVE. yes, a triangle LOVE. I respected it and just doesnt care about the regular visitor. The problem is recently, (this semester) they ahve been overnighting. Of course not in the bedroom but staying up till very very late. Its really troublesome for me, because I like to wear my pyjamas after i shower and study for one hour or two and go to sleep. I am a girl, so i cant do any of those when there's a guy in the house.

Today, I was walking home in the rain. Soaking wet I decided to get a warm shower and go for a good afternoon nap. Nothing's wrong with that right? Well, I wanted to take a shower and wear something thin and light so I do not have to on the aircon and enjoy the cooling weather that the rain gave by opening the door open so the wind can come in from the living room. I ahve been fucking busy over work and tons of them are still on my table so I AM AT MY PATIENCE LIMIT. WHAT DOES A GIRL NEED TO DO TO HAVE SOME SLEEP! when i got back i AM VERY PISSED. the first thing i see is the FAKE BOYFRIEND (my roommate made a joke and refer him as the 'no license to visit a lot guy') is sleeping on the armchair. FUCK! last night he's been staying there till morning!! And I have to wear a stupid jacket since im not wearing anything inside to go to the toilet before i went for sleep. I am already pissed that it caused me such inconvenience at the palace im PAYINF to LIVE in. Since he;s in the house, I have to sleep with my door closed and locked and i cant open the window cos the rain would come in. At that second, i wanted to get him out. But i didnt do it, temper wont get me anywhere. The funny thing is I think he knows Im at my limit because when he saw me coming in and going to the bathroom and back, he sat up straight and looked at me with a 'dont move look'. Just like a kid. LOL. I guess I must have looked murderous when i came in.

Oh yeah, sometimes I wonder how could two guys will be willing to share a girl. And im sure all of them have progrossed quite err... deep like on the bed. Because the girl can just wear a robe and walk around the house and in the room regardless of which guy is it. I shouldnt say such terrible thing but WHY?! She's pretty, decent looking. But just that. I do not see anything else. I have been living with her for almost a year. Like my indonesia housemate said: why are guys just so blind, and yet we are still single. Are we(my malaysia roommate is attached) that bad?! I just laughed cos I never thought about it and comfort her by saying , no we have high taste. But come to think of it, am i that bad? LOL

2010-04-08T05:04:00.001-07:00

Im dying!

I have a presentation tomorrow about a tutorial question.And i forgot about it until 30 minutes ago!! SHIT! Thank goodness I did the question but I didn't do it in a presentable state. And I don;t even know whether its correct. Oh well, who cares! I think the problem of having too much presentation is that you don't even take it as serious as before. Time to use my networking to get some answers!

Having an individual information system assignment due next week! SO FUCKING INSANE! Because i havent set up my topic, initially wanted to use Baobei's and darling's UBD topic "the effects of technology in society" because technology can be use for mine as well. But turns out I so not know how to link it with information system, there goes my hope. SO now im back to where i started ( after 5 unsuccessful attempt to pick a topic) and now im trying Electronic data interchange. Wish me luck! Or else i will faint!

Worst of all, my finals are coming in 3 weeks(less than that!) and I havent started my revisions! This is very bad! How did I study last semester? I have so many lecture notes to read and I feel like im in the verge of tears! SHIT! Anyway, gonna burn midnight oils starting from now on with my boyfriend. yes, I just cant live without him through the night ,my little coffee~~~

At least Ive passed through the project-busy period! All were dued this week and last week so now its only the individual assignments, tutorials and finals. Great!*sarcasm* my life is getting worst!

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Recently I quite shocked about one thing -My roommate.

No. she didnt harass me in the night, no shes not homo and NO! she didnt beat me up and feed me drugs. Its just that, maybe in coincidence, she knows what I'm thinking?!

I would just state the two most recent times that she gave me goosebumps.

This afternoon while we were eating lunch together , I asked her what time does her class ends. because mine ends at 6pm and the bus would be in school at 6.30. If her class ends at 6, we could have dinner together! then she answered her class ends at 6! YAY! but at that moment when I was about to invite her for dinner I realised that she could maybe eat with her friends. It would just be weird for me to crash. SO i just kept quiet thinking of whether should I ask. Then she suddenly looked at me and says, hey wanna get some dinner after class? =)

Then when we were eating dinner together, she said she has to meet her friends to finalise her report. It was a sudden thing andd wasnt planned ahead. She ask me to go home first but I just don't feel like it. I do not know why, but I do not feel like going back to a empty house as I have always been and then pouring myself into my studies and work. I had 4 hours of lectures and Im really tired. I guess I have been too lonely for too long that companionship is very important to me. But I said okay instead because I am in no position to ask her to take me with her. But when we were finishing, she asked me whether I want to join her since I never step into her faculty building before. I was really having goosebumps. Was it obvious that I was sad? Or was it obvious that Im lonely? So in the end I went to the computer lab with her where shes meeting her groupmates. they discuss about the report and I sit by the side to search for my individual assignment stuffs. We didnt talk to each other for the whole hour but I feel that I'm happy! ^^

2010-04-06T00:56:00.000-07:00

Yes this is a very nonsense post! But what is a life without some craps and nonesense?
MY TOP 3 USAGI !

Why I love usagi? (bunny)

First!
Usa-cha from Ouran High School Host Club is PINK and long long ears!!! =3
I want to hug it like how honey senpai does!

Second!

Remember this game?! yes the little white bunny that hops on bells has and doesnt die even if it falls from the sky! THE IMMORTAL BUNNY!!!

Third!
Usami (aka Usagi) from Junjou romantica~ He's a genius and a cutie! Oh yeah, he's a gay as well. But despite the latter, hes still my fav! ^o^V

Okay, here's something to entertain.
(P,S to darling, please don't angry! I can't think of anything else to greet you)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING!!!!

2010-04-05T04:13:00.000-07:00

Three more weeks to my grave.... I seriously need to start studying!

Was chatting with MayYan last night. And as always, she ask me the same-o question of is there anyone im interested and hows my love life. And heck, the same answers as always, NO PROGRESS!!=D Also,what do u expect from a girl who just ruined her 'friendly and cheerful' reputation last month which she built up within her camp committee for weeks. Now shes's the 'dun mess with her' girl. Of course, these are all my assumptions based on..
1. Raymond (the one whos in charge of me) keep telling me to take care and chill WHENEVER he can.
2. Raymond actually help me to do the work assigned to me because I said that im busy over something else (NO ITS NOT FACEBOOK. Its work!)
3... Hmm.. u knw what. I think I think too much..

Last thursday, (APRIL FOOL) i was having a dinner with the camp committee. =) eating XIAO LONG BAO! yes choon ling, are u jealous??? HAHA! it was a XLB buffet so we can eat ALL WE WANT!! i was late by 15 minutes so when i reached there, they already left one seat for me. and it was at the side surrounded by WeeSiang(project director), Freddy (VicePD), Raymond and another guy (no knowledge of him). So Stress! and on the other side of the table is my mkt cell group and the publicity cell group. Do not ask me why they left me such a seat to sit with WeeSiang them, i guess its their intention to kill me with stress as well. So i said WHY THAT SEAT! SHIFTTTTTTTTT!!! so in the end i sat with MY mkt cell group at the other end! =P should sue them for attempt murder!

Oh! Im one of the last few to really finish everything. Everyone was so full halfway and I just keep eating. (maybe raymond them predicted this and let me sit with them) The table I was at has one guy(a VERY cute business senior whos graduating soon and he keep pouring me food! but I think i scared him with my appetite) and 3 girls. The girls were full before Im even feel anything! SHIT. am i truly a pig? then in the end even the guy stopped!!! OMG. I AM A PIG!!!

2010-03-26T10:23:00.001-07:00

Harmony-seeking Idealists are characterised by a complex personality and an abundance of thoughts and feelings. They are warm-hearted persons by nature. They are sympathetic and understanding. Harmony-seeking Idealists expect a lot of themselves and of others. They have a strong understanding of human nature and are often very good judges of character. But they are mostly reserved and confide their thoughts and feelings to very few people they trust. They are deeply hurt by rejection or criticism. Harmony-seeking Idealists find conflict situations unpleasant and prefer harmonious relationships. However, if reaching a certain target is very important to them they can assert themselves with a doggedness bordering on obstinacy.

http://www.ipersonic.com/

2010-03-15T06:35:00.000-07:00

Went to watch a live music performance and my friend was late. So out of random, I took a picture of myself. OMG. I think i got fat~ What i get for eating supper because THE WANTON SOUP IS DAMN NICE!

2010-03-13T19:53:00.000-08:00

Open house is OVER!!! One workload down! and say hi to two of my great friends in Singapore who plays Angklung performance in the event(see the instrument?) ~

2010-03-09T02:36:00.000-08:00

Ever had moments that you feel that you are alone
And in need of a shoulder to lean on
Not to cry, Or to moan
Just a place for you to rest and lean on
Not to avoid, Not to escape
Just a port for you to rest in peace
Just for a few minutes.

Yet when you need it,
People are there, And you know it
They were concern and they care,
The offer you a helping hand,
But you just feel like not saying anything,
And being like a stubborn child,
Rejecting any hands and shoulder,
Because you know,
That is not the shoulder that can give you,
The peace that you want.

FUCKING TIRED!

2010-03-05T01:40:00.000-08:00

My purple lens.. My fav~

2010-02-28T02:26:00.000-08:00

- Katharine McPhee Lyrics

I prefer the Kara DioGuardi version though.

2010-02-24T03:13:00.000-08:00

2010-02-16T07:26:00.000-08:00

Went to the science center with shim and his bro.Its worth the $6 and it changed a lot since I went there. Lets just say that it was fun and long because we have shim with us. HAHAHAHAHAHA.. OHOH!! and most importantly Im proud to say that

I AM NOT THE FIRST TO COMPLAIN THAT IM TIRED FROM WALKING!!! HAHAHAHHAHA~!!!!
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While we live in the present,
We may still be walking forward,
We may not be together now,
But we were once with each other..

Now you are in my mind,
Before you were by my side,
Things have changed, yes, I miss you,
But I still care for you..

Laughter and Hugs,
are what that shows how we appreciate each other,
shows how we miss each other,
for what we were and are..

I wish you luck in present and future,
Happiness in whatever paths you take,
Good Health in whatever state you are in,
In love you are living..

Out of random..
A part of a lyrics..
相爱没有那麼容易每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麼容易才会特别让人著迷
什麼都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经

想念最伤心但却最动心的记忆

2010-02-08T06:35:00.000-08:00

Just a short note cos i cant refrain my excitement~

YAY! I am now a marketing director for a camp comittee~~ camp?! u ask~ yes A CAMP! for my little freshies next year which i didnt join last year.P I cant go back during sem break ler(maybe a week or two if its alright)... T.T but i will get a part time job and work as a good marketing director. lalallalalla.. I CANT BELIEVE I AM A MARKETING DIRECTOR FOR A CAMP!!!!!!!! WHAt AM I DOING?! oh, im also the orientation group leader where in the camp i will be leading some juniors..(time to torture them) MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA! I heard bn is sending some scholars to NUS this aug. see if they wud join the camp and them i will torture them! MUAHAHAHHAHA

2010-02-06T09:00:00.000-08:00

Here are some interesting incidents/stuffs from my uni~ have fun!

Certain chem lecturer: Shall we hold the test the week before CNY?
Class: NOOOO...
Lecturer: Why not? Maybe you can score better in the year of the ox instead of the year of the tiger?
BETTER GO GET UR FORTUNE TOLD~~

do not share dorms.

2010-01-25T06:00:00.000-08:00

Im in love with 周華健

2010-01-22T00:38:00.000-08:00

凤小岳
Rhydian Vaughan

Theres a few movies that I would want to watch when its out.

1)Tooth Fairy
2)I hate valentine's day
3)Monga *the guy above acts in here*
4) Alice in Wonderland.

I doubt I get to watch all but the fourth one is a MUST!! HAHAHAHA

2010-01-20T00:30:00.001-08:00

蓝绿色情缘
	个性写真：在你的潜意识中，希望能找到一位可以依靠，让你觉得有安全感的人。因为，你其实是一个表面上看起来非常有自信心，又非常懂得生活的人，很多人都非常的欣赏你，觉得你未来一定非常的光明，非常的有前途。但是，只有你知道，你真的对自己很没信心，觉得自己一切都不够好，一切都可以更好，所以你给自己的压力实在太大了，小心喘不过气来呀！　　秘密情缘：爱要说出来，而好强的你，其实非常渴望得到情人的鼓励和赞美，甚至是一份支持。但是不轻易服输的你，又要硬撑，绝不会把自己脆弱无助的一面说出来，宁愿自己疗伤止痛，也不愿意让对方知道，因此当爱有了距离后，要进一步真的很难呀！　　爱情小叮咛：偶尔当当小女人，其实也不错，练习卸下自己的坚强的伪装吧！爱情情缘才会跟着来，抚慰你寂寞哀怨的心情。如果觉得本测试好玩，请转发给您的朋友，让他们一起分享，如果支持本站发展，请点击两侧广告，让我们可以为您做得更好！

2010-01-16T04:46:00.000-08:00

Your Daily Horoscope: January 16, 2010

You may find yourself focused on matters of shared income, or money that is in the care of others today, Cancer, because the main theme today is money. More specifically, it's about how to hold on to money. It's not just that every time you go shopping that things are more expensive, there are things you want to do, like travel, and you can't always control your financial circumstances when the opportunity arises. This might be a good day to budget and allocate for and do some serious research on. Your answer lies in the similar experience of others.

WOW. I just attended a finance workshop and its about how to keep track of money and how we plan our finances!!

Your Love Horoscope

You are in a period of fantasy land today, Cancer, and reality is not playing a role in your romantic life right now. In fact, you are so dreamy right now that understanding the realities that are around you is not going to seem very important. If you are attached, why not take advantage of the few fantasies that have crossed your path today. Your partner will be grateful for it. Single? Your dreams and fantasies are telling you something you've been in denial over for some time. Why not face the dragon and nip this in the bud once and for all.

HAHAHHAHA! okay. i have to admit that the guy whos in charge of us is kinda cute~ =P

2010-01-11T08:11:00.000-08:00

Yes. Im kinda in a Dreamd of Dolls (DOD) frenzy. It took me more than an hour to do the header and the side. only the background was from someone else... Anyway, please bear with my frenzies..

2010-01-10T07:44:00.000-08:00

Encountered a website.. I don't know how to describe..its not cute or nice but its not ugly or disgusting. I'm just somehow mesmerized and i had a few seconds of urge to buy it and own it.

Here are some of its products.

But then among them, I was drawn into this..

Maybe its because her eyes are lively.

http://www.dreamofdoll.com/eng/

2010-01-08T05:30:00.000-08:00

How are you?

Are you pursuing your dreams?

Or are you resting and admiring where you are?

Maybe you are in love?

Or lighting your way in the dark?

Are you brightening someone's day?

Or just having fun?

No matter what you are doing
and where you are
you are you
so its up to you.
^^

HappyNew Year 2010!

2009-12-29T06:03:00.000-08:00

No matter how strong we were,
we were just lonely souls,
walking on the paths we had chosen,
writing stories with our own hands,
searching for companions and reasons,
to keep our hearts beating,
to survive with feelings,
to live with happiness..

yet when we tasted happiness,
we felt sadness when it arrives,
with companions,
we know what its like to be lonely,
when day has come,
we realized how dark is the night,
when the sun has rise,
we know that it would set..

We are self tortured souls,
to taste positives and acknowledge the negatives,
To know that life has ups,
as well as downs,
to know that we can walk forward,
or backward,
to face the dark,
or hide until dawn has come..

when you enter my life,
without permission,
I welcomed you with open arms,
I did not expect you to stay,
or leave too soon,
I just want you to walk out and move on,
and visit again sooner or later,
greet me with n honest face,
and be a regular visitor..

2009-12-01T01:25:00.000-08:00

I have a beating HEART..

If you do as well,
We are fortunate,
To share moments together,
with our beating hearts.

2009-11-20T10:05:00.000-08:00

You have now become my world,
My thoughts,
following me whenever I walk, talk, breathe and even in my mind before I go to sleep.

When i open my eyes, and cheered by the morning rise,
but mostly its the afternoon sun,
I could feel that you are beside me,
telling me that I couldn't live without you.

I am living in you,
My books,
My econs, My law, My operations Management,
My accounting, My management and organizational behaviour,

You have been with me for for the past few months,
And the coming weeks,
We have shared tears and memories
of torture and sleepless nights

Yet I am sure of one,
That after two weeks,
I am very sorry,
actually I am not in the slightest bit,
ANd I would leave you and dump you into the recycle bin,
and forget about you and move on.
AND START MY DRAMAS MARATHONS!

And to you i would say,
Please move on.
Cos, undoubtedly, I would without hesitations
AND PLEASE DON'T COME BACK TO ME

2009-11-16T03:15:00.000-08:00

You might think its strange to start a story with an ending
But all endings are also a beginning
We just don't know it at the time

If he knows he's gonna die,
He might have done something different,
yet how many of us ever know

2009-11-09T21:49:00.000-08:00

I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light
Walking down by the bay, on the shore, staring up at the planes that aren’t there anymore
I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold
Like an introvert, I drew my over shirt
Around my arms and began to shiver violently before
You happened to look and see the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark underground
All the subways around create a great sound
To my motion fatigue: farewell
With your ear to a seashell
You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we're apart, whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Can you believe that the crew has gone and wouldn’t let me sign on
All my islands have sunk in the deep, so I can hardly relax or even oversleep
I feel as if I were home some nights, when we count all the ship lights
I guess I'll never know why sparrows love the snow
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
We’ll turn out all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow

So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time.

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time

2009-11-01T10:14:00.000-08:00

风

2009-10-31T06:15:00.000-07:00

像风一样的爱情
是看不见的
是需要感觉的。。。

如风
包裹我
让我在那温柔的怀抱。。

无比的享受
是让人爱上的。。

其实就像我想投入你的怀抱一样
把自己投入在那幸福的浪漫。。

你就是我的风
我看不见你
却感觉到所有。。

2009-10-27T12:31:00.000-07:00

I was happy because I had you by my side
I am happy because i have you in my heart.

2009-10-19T09:21:00.000-07:00

Thank You, My dears
This is where my heart lies,
On the visible line
That is not in our eyes,
We cross paths together,
Yet not anymore,
We are then separated,
And I miss you all so,
We may not be walking,
on different paths,
Our hearts still lies together,
Together but not as one,
Loving each other still,
Care as much as before,
Distance makes us closer,
And also makes us strong,
Remember then, my dears,
We are still under the same stars,
With love, we held each other,
So we are not as far as you think we are,
Thank You, My dears,
this is where my heart lies,
For you to take, For you to leave,
Fill with me, and forever thy.

2009-10-18T05:36:00.001-07:00

I want the sun to shine on me
When im awake in the morning
With a feeling that it would be happy
For a day so bright

I want to walk on the beach
With the sea water submerging my feet
With the breeze on my face
With the feeling that I am free

I want to lie in my baobei's arms
Where I know it sounds very wrong
But to listen to how she laugh
When I know I have nothing to worry

I want to be back in home
And sleep in my queen size bed
Despite that the lamp is not working
And being kicked down by my sister from the bed

I want to see my dogs
wagging their tails when they see me back
in my BMW
when Im back home from somewhere

T.T

2009-10-13T05:19:00.000-07:00

How could I feel unlove
When I have you in my heart
How could I suicide
When I have you in my life
How could I feel discourage
When I have you at my back
How could I feel lonely
When I have you by my side

2009-10-12T06:22:00.000-07:00

A poem that I have just written,

Thank You, My friends

For showing how much you care

In bliss I was

To know each other

A memory it is now

Heartfelt and never forgotten

Happiness I felt

To have walked together

Should have hugged you more

When you were around

Should have counted your heartbeat

When I was in your arms

Should have said how much I love you

When you took me in

Should have say how much I appreciate

With you as my friend.

How could one relationship be so pure

blooming with love and trust

Where sacrifices for each other

Are unconditional

Where our heart lies

Between us and only us

Where our hearts are filled with each other

And together we walk

Honesty gave us trust

Trust is what makes us strong

Strength for us to live through life

Life, where we can live with happiness

Happiness to experience and sorrow to despair

Yet, with you beside me

It was never dark

And I was never alone

And how could I say

How could I express

How could I show

That I miss you so

2009-10-02T10:53:00.000-07:00

3 of October 2009.

My mid terms would be starting in 10 hours. Im just too stressed to fall asleep. I came back at 7 and fell asleep in the bus, but it seems that my body is not satisfied of my 15 minutes rest, so i can feel its protest when i was walking to my room. However, when i laid on the bed, there;s a sudden outburst of things to do in my mind. Study chapter 6 of economics, do acct sample test, do econs sample test, read FRS..bla bla bla. Its very frustrating. It was so stressful that I can feel the battle yet, i forced myself to lay on the bed for one hour. I woke up, and tried to study. But i can feel my body trembling. I may be kinda exaggerating but i just feel like giving up everything and go to bed. that was what i did yet, i did not sleep yet. I went to the kitchen and there was Ling. She was having her dinner and we talked. Turns out that the chatting gone into a 1 hour talk about everything. My body calmed down and i felt better. It was surprising that after that comfy chat, I could finish everything in 2 hours. SO happy that i cooked porridge with ratna who just came back with a full stomach from her friends' mooncake festival gathering. She's reeally good at it and it took us around one hour to get it done because we want it to be really PORRIDGE. =D but it was worth it.

Im eating my porridge now at 2am in the morning.

Morale of the story: Whenever you feel stress, go talk to someone. Get your mind off your stress and let your body feel the world outside yourself. =D

2009-09-27T08:06:00.000-07:00

To do list:
1) My Zoe project
stage one: going philippines (done)
stage two: edit videos and pictures(nope)
stage three: submit the video ( T.T )

2) My term paper
stage one: decide on a topic (HAVING A HARD TIME)
stage two: do research (PLEASE GOD HELP ME WITH THIS)
stage three: summarise and make the reports (IS THIS EVEN POSSIBLE?)

3) My mid terms for accounting and economics
stage 1: listen to the econs webcast ( WTH?! LISTEN 10 TIMES STILL DUN UNDERSTAND DER!!!!!!)
stage 2: review accounting notes (DAMN IT!! SO MANY WORDS AND NUMBERS)

4) DO tutorials
stage one : finish everything (failed)

2009-09-11T18:38:00.000-07:00

I wont be going back to brunei.
Going to philippines to help the slums.
Project work.
Im sorry people.
I love you.
Again, sorry.

Lots of love,
Yee Teng

2009-09-10T10:11:00.001-07:00

A glance,
you had me,
yet after days and nights,
you lost me,
Its fate,
Its destiny,
Waited few days more,
yet with a blurry memory,
Meaningless,
Isn't it?!

2009-09-05T19:54:00.000-07:00

recently I have been addicted to this song which has been in my phone for more than one and a half year~

Artist: Cassie
Song: Is It You

Lyrics:

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be this one I need?

Take for grant
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

No. It doesn't mean anything. Its just that I like the song.

You.

2009-08-19T10:00:00.000-07:00

Awake in morning,
With you in my mind,
Your smile that shines,
Your eyes that's so bright,
Never forgotten.

Awake when the sun is high,
With you in my mind,
With a frown on your face,
Saying how you wish for a breeze,
For a wind,
For me.

Awake when the night had rise,
With you in my mind,
In cold,
By my side,
With a cup of tea,
With warming hearts.

Normal you are,
But never ordinary,
You are a part of my life,
Living in my long life story,
I love you the way you are,
And don't you doubt it.

2009-08-15T19:03:00.000-07:00

How could you freeze my heart,
When it was beating and warm,
When it is remembering the past,
When it cares for the present,
When we are connected as friends.

2009-08-14T03:09:00.000-07:00

Can you see me with your blinded eyes?

2009-08-11T05:51:00.000-07:00

You were never a passer by in my life,
Yet you walk away without looking back,
Thinking that I would never realize,
Thinking that I would forget.

You were never a passer by in my life,
Because you were never a stone or a rock,
Because you were never the sky and sun,
Because you were never the rain and clouds,
Because you were never te water and air,
Because you are always my friend,
Because we have walked together.

2009-08-08T22:27:00.000-07:00

Please Remember,
I may be,
Far from your Sight,
Far from your Touch,
But I am always near to your heart.

Please Rememmber,
In a snowy day,
When you are cold and hopeless,
When you are lost and in fear,
I'm always here for your heart to rest.

2009-08-05T09:31:00.000-07:00

But its not the only thing that does.

2009-07-15T17:13:00.000-07:00

infinity

I have a life full of laughter and bliss. Thank you for providing them and being with me~=D

2009-07-13T17:59:00.000-07:00

Thank You everyone for your care and love!
I appeciates it a lot!
Thank you for being by my side when i needed it most.

2009-07-11T02:07:00.000-07:00

Never thought that I have always been wasting time.
Never thought that my beliefs are not my beliefs anymore
Never thought that what I've always wanted is not what I want
Never thought that I would change...

Never thought that I would think about my never thoughts~

Would you be watching me when I chose my path?
Or maybe look back when you depart?

2009-07-06T02:57:00.000-07:00

2009-07-03T03:52:00.000-07:00

2009-06-28T18:17:00.000-07:00

I have three things to say to Ginseng

First, For last friday

Good Bye to Ginseng Who's going to Singapore.

Second, For Yesterday

Welcome back Ginseng To Brunei!!!!!

Third, For Wednesday

GoodBye Ginseng who is leaving To UK. Take Care!
Have you ever craved for something?like CAPUCCINO?How its bitter taste really enlighten your heart and makes you feel happy. How it lightens your day and puts a smile on your face. Yesh. I'm having the CAPUCCINO three-minutes-hotness-thing. And the best thing is i'm going to have it with my loves later!!! YESH!!! Ahh~ When I woke up I could hear the birds singing and the sun saying GOOD MORNING!

so CAPUCINO HERE ICOME!

2009-06-23T05:06:00.000-07:00

Spent my day with one of those that I love most.

Good Bye and Take Care.

Lots of Love, EtenG

I don't know what's more to say.

2009-06-21T19:45:00.000-07:00

One thing I'm sure of now, I must get enough sleep.

Sorry to HaoHan a.k.a Fishy for my raging temper and insensitive acts. I must have really shocked him hahaha. Sorry Again for everyone for any causing any troubles.Sorry to Gayguy cos I didnt atke any pictures.However,Yes I had Fun.

Thank You for EVERYONE of taking care of me and restraining the urge to kill me. BAOBEI I LOVE YOU and sorry I had a shocking unwilling scandal. Darling, you just looked so cute when u're asleep.BK you smelled chocolatey. Goh, thank you for driving I totally cant drive in my lack of sleep state.Fishy, You are so Funny Neh. Louis is as always, talkative and no worries, Choon Ling didnt hit u when u're sleeping. Shim, you need to be away from UNOS and DRINKS. Derick, you need more sleep and thank you for everything as well.Ginseng , thank you for everything~ .Jason, You are very caring thank you.Benjamin, I might not knw u well bt yesh, you are one good friend-very caring as well.

How was my father's day?! Well I didnt make a breakfast for him in the end which is kinda disappointing. Well, relieved as well, cos i can avoid being critic by it. Its been really long since I cooked something especially since I worked for my parents. Now that I'm free-er, I realized my cooking really sucks. I should really make a breakfast soon to test how suck i am.

Anyway, we went to LUCKY RESTAURANT for dim sum. Daddy says its better this way, cos u can eat longer and talked longer. He cooked us Kuey Tiaw for lunch. Thank Goodness I dindt eat KueyTiaw The night before and the early morning. ANd daddy's cooking as always a grade A. IT SMELLS SO NICE, TASTES LIKE HEAVEN AND FULL OF LOVES. hehe.

Dinner was at KIMCHI RESTAURANT. we wanted to settled at Twelfth Cafe Bt its closed. SO we went Kimchi instead becasue Daddy is suddenly fond of Korean Food since his china trip. WEird right?! Its not KOrea trip. Anway, The bill on us(me and my sisters-in the end, its me). And my mom actually read my mind before we went there and gave me $100 not in my dad's sight ofcourse. SHe said 'this would be deducted with you next month allowance'. Oh great..... Bt its worth it~ My dad was totally excited as he keep saying that 'whoa. My daughter belanja me for diner from her working allowances'. He's like a kid again. HAHAHHAHA. Cute Neh.

Yesh. The Sunday was totally memorable.

2009-06-18T01:36:00.000-07:00

Have you ever thought about what you want to be? I don't mean about being a policeman or an accountant or a marine biologist. None like those. It more likely to be a feeling. Like I want to 'sleeping like a pig' or 'fight like a bull'. You know what i want?! To be free like a bird. To fly across the oceans and breathe the fresh air. The feeling of freedom and just go anywhere I want without caring a damn about anything else. Don't have to worry about what people thinks about me because I can just fly away. I guess its a way of avoidance.

Do you believe in destiny? FAte?! Then how do explain that you are now reading my blog. How do we even know each other? I guess, no matter what, You cant really control fate. I don't mean that I'm surrendering anything. I believe we have to do hard and be persistent to really achieve something. For example, when you are moody and craving for a 'double berry' in swensen, it wont just suddenly poops into ur house. You have to get it. Or else you will just be craving for it.

Its not as easy as it looks to do what you want. There ARE so many things that restricts your freedom. And I guess that's life as well..

2009-06-14T05:30:00.000-07:00

Yesh I am influenced by Lelove image blog~ I mean, pictures they show are LOVEly~ so anyway, i have some pictures to share as well.

Cute?! I realised that the dog has a shape of a heart. Can u see it?

Lets go beach. I wanna draw this. so nice neh~~ even when its not real
Ahh~ I think this would be loved by jenny?!

Yesh. My fav. =D

Have a lovely life guys~

2009-06-13T17:13:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I went to twelfth cafe with my mom and i was enjoying my mint tea. Yesh neh!!!! My mom was very satisfied (i think mostly because of the chair) If a guy seen us(me and my sis) there, it would be official that we would not be married. I mean there we are sitting like guys without the feminine touch. =P. But hey, i'm not wasting my time to flirt or getting guys, I have only a few weeks left. And getting comfortable is my first priority.Moomy has the worry look in her eyes tho~~~~

I'M GOING TO GET A LAPPIE SOON!!!~~

Some wrongs can't be corrected. Its Karma.

2009-06-13T01:45:00.000-07:00

I'm Sorry Mumbles.

When you are out of shell like a frog out of a well, You get excited with lots of stuff. The world doesn't go around you and what you think is in fact, not what it is. I knew this since a long time ago, but it seems that talking is always easier than doing it. I hate myself sometimes.

When you are teh audience for a game too long, you will be able to talk about game tactics and strategies like a pro. "HE should have kick that there" or "he should have kick that to that guy". But when you are in the game, you are just a beginner. AT that time, people will just say teh same thing to you. Its the same way with life. I know I should have done this but i ended up doing that. And when i did that, i find excuses to make me feel that its right.

You might be bored now or just shocked that what i have written are not so happily random. But hey, people have ups and downs right? The great thing i like about myself is that i get cheered up easily. Just a 8 hour sleep or a cup of coffee , depends on the situation, I feel lots better. I guess thats how i live until now. eh~

Oh, talking with someone is always the best medicine. I find myself quite self-centered. Just like a quote from princess diaries:"Then I think, How may Is have I thought?" well not the actual phrase but the meaning is quite similar. SO STep one to changing myself: Lesser I and more US and YOU.

2009-06-11T18:00:00.000-07:00

Hmm. I have been blogging for 3 consecutive days.SEE!!! I knew when I started a new one, I would be a blogger again. Yesh. congrates me. I know I'm good.

Nothing much to talk since i just blogged yesterday. My everyday just consist of chatting with baobei as a morning talk until 9.30am in the morning, go to work until 5.30pm then family time until 7pm then chatting again with my friends until i go off to bed. SO nthing to blog.

Oh yeah. SHIM IS A BIAS GUY. WE're ON WAR(again?!). I Am ignoring HIM.

Oh. Here's a video of a song which i have been searching for YEARS

Its sang in french (I THINK) and that's why i cant find it. I don't know the name, the group who sing it. Bt i remember a song they sang 'MORHANGE' actually i remembered as MORANGE. SO it took me a while. Then a mistake typo of MORHANGE i found that song and found the group who sang it. However, the name is in another languagge so I still gone into a dead end. AND thanks to youtube side related post, i randomly clicked a video(which by instinct) I GOT IT!!! LALALA. enjoy

New Blog

2009-06-11T05:16:00.000-07:00

Hey guys. I wonder is this my fifth blog ormy fourth blog. Its hard to keep track when you keep making new ones?

WHy make a new one you may ask? Well, I don't know. I'm teh girl who likes new stuff. Okay actually I'm one of those '3-minutes-hotness' girls. AND I GET BORED EASILY.With a new link, i'm a blogger again. =D Cheers.

So what's been happening? Well, for those who read my previous blog, i have met up with some new friends from the old and young. ( not actually young since i'm the youngest *haohan shut up. I'm younger than u in heart* ) My dear Mayyan has left Brunei and run along the university road. SHe's begining to start a new msn life now which is a good enws for me.

And i'm going to have a small wedding with my baobei in Tahiti this 20th of June. Which reminds me, i have to get her a ring.. ;)

Jeffrey would be back soon and no, i wont be having drinking nights with him. Muahahahahah~ Ginseng would be leaving soon and No, I won't leave with him.

Oh well. for the first post, i'd grade myself an A+. Since i can see my baobei's cbox flashing like a maniac now. Muahaha.. TADA~~

P,S FARIANNE!!!!!!!! I MISS UU!@!!! and farky~ get well soon. Muahz